Friday, April 11, 2008





Time to go.

Its finally here. The time to go. It is the time where I'm gonna venture to a new place. A place that I've never even set my foot yet. Tanjung Bin, Pontian.

Haih. I'm actually quite sad. 'depressing' is another to describe my feelings. To leave everything behind, my beloved family, friends and most importantly my internet. How am i going to survive those 3 things that i cheerish and love so much.

*sighing*

Maybe, who know something good will come out of this. I've never really been out of my 'comfort zone' as been told by nik. This is the time see how am i really built. Am i just built out of bullshit and craps. Am i the type of person who only talks bullshit and does nothing about it. OR I am actually for real. The outcome should be interesting.

Im supposed to hear this song in my head ;

all my back are pack im ready to go,
the taxis waiting outside the door

But unfortunately, Im not hearing any. Maybe because all my backs are not yet packed. And there's not taxi waiting for me.

But instead, im hearing this song in my head;

i wonder how, i wonder why

maybe because i wonder too much whats going to happen to me there. Well, maybe im exagerating too much. I will survive(somehow).

ok peeps. Its time to sleep. I have a long journey tomorow. Journey of soul and mind. Better get my rest. Until the next update, ill be dead. ha ha.